How cleverley does emotion toil and trouble.
Any emotion deeper than that of joy and happiness i find it quite terrifying.
To bear your soul to someone so completely.
The inability to cry over things that upset you is most distressing, to recoil when your heart flutters to another’s words is disgraceful.
Yet i cannot let go of these things that control me so, why am i too hard and cold to let myself feel and believe it.
When all i want in this world is to love someone so completely that i both distress and disgust myself, then i won’t be able to do anything but feel and believe it